Thursday, December 21, 2006

Paskuhan

I didn't bring my digicam at school that's why i don't have photos to post. But it's just fine, after all, I have memories to keep, gifts to open, and my friends' photos to steal. Mwahahaha!


Our christmas party was crazy and fun! Too bad, not everyone in our class attended. Even so, my fun-loving classmates managed to make the party rock with their singing prowess and their unique games and ideas. Sir opiniano was also there. His presence added more bang to the party since he gave out a whopping 200php as cash price for the last game. Unfortunately, djhay and i lost in that particular game where the cash price was at stake, but at least we had fun naman.


That day, we also revealed kung sino ang nabunot ng isa't-isa. Yung nakabunot sa akin, mejo hindi na surprise kasi naririnig ko na rin from my friends na possible na si djhay ang nakabunot sa akin. Ayun. I handed my gift to arene, and fortunately, she liked the necklace. mahaba-habang deliberation din ang pinagdaanan namin ni madie bago ko nabili ng gift si arene eh. hehehe! As for my gift from djhay, alam ko na rin kung ano. hehehe. eh kasi naman, sinabi na nya sa akin! wahaha.


After the christmas party, we headed out to watch the fireworks display. It was quite a sight. kaso mabilis lang and hindi ganun kadami yung effects unlike sa world pyro olympics na todo effects and everything. Pero okay na rin. masaya naman panuorin eh. Mejo epal lang yung mga puno na nakaharang. hehehe!


naglatag lang kami ng newspapers so that we could sit on the ground and enjoy the cool evening breeze. Habang nakaupo kami sa field, nataong dumating si sir opiniano. He sat with us at nakipaglokohan pa. He's so jolly. Parang hindi prof. Nakakatuwa.


We left early, but not that early to catch the last trip of the LRT. Sadly, mahaba-habang byahe ang tinahak namin bago nakauwi. Nakakapagod kapag walang LRT. hhaayy.


ayun. yun lang. BOW!

I Miss You!

It has only been almost three weeks since I gave him the letter and yet it feels like I have been away from him for forever. I’m missing him so much.


 


I am missing a lot of things about him. I miss our ring. I miss telling him how much I love him. I miss his warm akbay on my shoulders. I miss the way he holds my waist while walking. I miss our boring conversations. I miss our long exchange of messages at night. I miss the way he teases me about how tabachay I am. I miss the way he drags me to some place. I miss walking with him by my side. I miss texting him that I am already home. I miss eating with him. I miss staring at him. I miss the way he asks me to kiss him but as much i want to, i DON'T. I miss HIM. I miss everything about him.


 


But I guess I’ll just have to wait.


Kung kami, kami talaga.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

trials

it pays to be masipag. it's very unfortunate of me that i wasn't born masipag. isa akong dakilang tamad, and i suffer every small detail of the consequences reaped for being lazy. perhaps, i'd be able to receive the most number of awards for being unproductive.

my laziness is one trial in life i have to overcome. actually, that's one trial i have been trying to overcome for the longest time but still, i'm not able to succeed. but i must say, this week, i was able to finish every required reading. yun nga lang, umaga na ako natatapos at natutulog. then again, it's a very minute sign of improvement and it's not that bad after all. after this entry, i am planning to do two assignments--read the RES MF handouts and ba able to finish the assignment in Layout and copy reading.

another trial: my mom's away. she went home to iloilo to attend the funeral of her brother. during our conversation a while ago, she told me that the only available flight is on the 24th, meaning, she won't be back until a week or so. Considering that, it makes me worry because the allowance and the groceries and the food she left US might not be enough to suffice OUR unexpected longer days without her. akala kasi namin, she'll be back after sunday. yun pala, sa susunod na sunday pa ang balik nya. i'm also worried about the preparation of our noche buena. i'm no good at the kitchen. and only my mom can cook sumptuous meals for christmas kaya wish ko talaga na dumating sya ng maaga para there would still be time para makapaghanda kami.

another trial is our rocky financial status. it has always been like this, kaya nasasanay na rin ako na hindi napagbibigyan ang material wants ko. naiintindihan ko naman ang parents ko eh. kaya kapag wala na talaga ako magawa to convince them, iniiyak ko na lang. that's life eh. i've already accepted the fact that my parents won't prioritize our WANTS, instead, uunahin nila ang mga importanteng PANGANGAILANGAN namin. i've come to live by that thought kaya sanay na akong ganito lang ang lifestyle namin. somehow, masaya na rin naman sya.

you might think that my predicaments, which i consider trials [just for dramatic effect], are pretty simple and petty. i just want to stress out that everyone of us experiences trials--trials which are given by God because he knows that those will hone our abilities as persons; that those will make us better persons.

i don't really know how to console a person experienceing difficult trials. when my mom knew about the death of papa manong [that's how we call her brother], she shed tears and the only thing i did was HUG her tight.

nobody hugs me tight when i'm sad and tried by God, but i'm willing to hug and listen to friends who think that they are alone.

kaya nyo yan guys.

Saturday, December 2, 2006

answered

"All i need is for one guy, just one guy, to be man enough to prove me that they aren't all the same."


i sent that quote to my HS friends. Surprisingly, one of them replied,


"That guy is none other than Jesus. gudnyt!"